Serenade for the Broken Hearted Boy [Can't keep safe-what wants to break]

You life wif laugh and smile
You life wif friends and soccer
But you're just a boy

That scratch left a big scar
It's bleeding now,might burst a tears
But you're just a boy

You keep everything inside so deeply
You've got many shoulders to cry on, though
But you're just a boy

You seems happy, yet almost sad
You're the pathetic one of a kind
But you're just a boy

You search another happiness
Still can't feel better, though
But you're just a boy

You're trying to be happy
Then you know you're not perfect
But you're just a boy

You try to sticks the band-aid
Then you open it yourself, roughly
But you're just a boy

Pretend that you love your life
In fact, you get urself murdered
But you're just a boy 

You just a boy after all

Whether you've got many shoulders to cry on
Whether you trying to seems happy
Whether you keep it deeply inside
Whether you're not perfect

You just a boy

Who keep your tears hide though you were allowed to drop a tears
Who stay strong in front but weak behind
Remind yourself that you just a boy (boy~ oh boy~)

Dedicated for my broken heart besties [Little Fox] and all the broken hearted boys



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Jingle the Bell... lol

so, this will be my last update in 2009.. hahah... i'll home by tomorrow, it's 6.50 am flight in the morning, yeah~ it's almost killing me, ya' know i'm not such a morning person, so know i'm confusing myself wif the decision, packing first than sleep well and wake up a lil' bit late oorr sleep first until 1.00 am then packing wif the risks tad i won't wake up at the right time. crap~
so now i decide to sleep while i'm sit on chair, it will be easier to wake up then packing. But i saw those stuffs and it's really tempting me to going packed them... aaaaaa~ sum1 just please help me out of the situation... hiks~
i'm start to feel sleepy now, so better i start sleeping... jeez~

It's not easy to be me....

It’s just sort of title. not a thing. err~ anyway, i just succeded skipped two classes at two different days. first is Accounting and then next the Information System Concept in order to accompanied my granny. yepp, my granny who will be alone for several days if i wasn’t there, coz my cousin will go all day long and my another cousin will bck from singapore at the next day.
For the accounting class, i succeed to skip it without any probs and my absence thing was done by my friend, then sumthing happen at the other class. Today there is a quiz, and my lecturer (i thought) call my name and then DANG!! i was not there, in the class… feel so sorry for my friend, i think she doesn’t read my msg about, “dun do my absence today, i got bad feelings about Mr. Jimi.” And here i am at my room, thinking about my mistake and worried about my uni-thingy. darn~
After all, finally i can bck to the cyberworld.. hahah~ yeah rite’ i currently addicted to this craps. lolz~ (on phone wif my mom—she keeps talking about these and those—keeps talking—she complaining about my sista’ boyfriend and their relationships—quite annoying—mianhae umma~tsktsktsk—and now i’m talking to my sista)
So here’s the thing. My sista still quite cool to gossiping and chattering. My mom still the mother.. ahah~
And yepp,, i still hv a lot more story to tell but my head is blank now, continue later.. perhaps.. ahaha~
Ciao~

i mean it....

when i said, “i’m hungry”, i MEAN it….
when i said,”i’m bored”, i MEAN it…
when i said, “i’ve already eat”, i MEAN it…
when i said,”that’s sounds fun”, i MEAN it….
when i said, “i’m out of cash”, i MEAN it….
when i said, “i want it”, i MEAN it….
when i said, “i hate it”, i MEAN it…
when i said, “i love it”, i MEAN it…
when i said, “i trust you”, i MEAN it….
when i said, “i like that”, i MEAN it….
when i said, “i hate you”, i MEAN it…
when i said, “i love you”, i MEAN it…
and at the time i said all these things are bullshits, i really MEAN it!!!
could you just please understand?? we just didn’t made for each other….
i am officially mad at you, dun call me selfish, all girls are,,

Daniel Kusnadi dan komentar wanita <3

okay, firstable... sekedar explanation aja, update kali ini dicetuskan oleh tiga orang wanita (incl. me) pada saat mata kuliah bahasa inggris sekitar pukul 16.30 waktu Indonesia gue... ahay~

so, begini ceritanya.. kami para cewek sedang memperbincangkan (halah) tingkat keGENTLEan para pria kesepian di kalangan kami.. wakaka~
setelah pembicaraan penuh cekikikan dan gosip jahat bwakakaka~ (sorry, we're girls) ahahahak~ kami mutusin buat milih DANIEL KUSNADI sebagai pria paling MANTEPP untuk dijadikan pendamping hidup... bwakakakkaa~ after all si daniil inilah yang paling ketemu sama kriteria pria mantep,, wakakak

rada2 lupa juga deng kriterianya,, hemm~ kira2 tuh ya:

- GentlE
- PinteRR
- BaeKK
- Brtnggung Jawab booyy~
- JeniuS (tambah2 lagi niihh, sekedar catatan kalo kata pinter kurang pas buat dia) bwakakaka

- ngga JELEK... wakakkakakaka tp ngga Ganteng juga ah~ masih gantengan JACOB BLACK kemana2

   wakakkakaka....

- siap NIKAH!!! (ini yg paling JEDERRR) wakakakakaakak~ (engga deng~ ini g tambah2 sendiri... sekedar memanaskan blog g yg dingin ini,, hahaha)

pokoknya intinya dia okelah~ wkwkwk~ eventough, kita bertiga nemuin banyak unsur2 gentle di cowok2 lain,, nah si daniil inilah yang paling keliatan,, selamat ya niill~ wakakaka

tapii... dengan semua ke-lebay-an si daniil ini,, tetep aja yang namanya Patty,, aLe,, dan paLLent itu ngga luluh hatinya dan tetep aja kita ngga sreg buat jadiin dia sesuatu yang bernama "heyy,, ini cowok gue, kenalin namanya, Daniel" hemm~ kita pikir2 "kayaknya engga dehh" ahahaha~ 
anyway, gue ngga tau mau nulis apalagi,, hihihihi~ congrats aja dehh buat DANIEL KUSNADI sebagai pria ter-MANTEPP saat ini~ dibandingkan dengan pria kesepian lain,,, bwahahahah.... xDD

paint my love....

From my youngest years till this moment here
I've never seen such a lovely queen
From the skies above to the deepest love
I've never felt crazy like this before

Paint my love, you should paint my love
It's the picture of a thousand sunsets
It's the freedom of a thousand doves
Baby you should paint my love

Been around the world then I met you girl
It's like coming home to a place I've known

Paint my love, you should paint my love
It's the picture of a thousand sunsets
It's the freedom of a thousand doves
Baby you should paint my love

Since you came into my life
The days before all fade to black and white
Since you came into my life
Everything has changed

Paint my love, you should paint my love
It's the picture of a thousand sunsets
It's the freedom of a thousand doves
Baby you should paint my love, my love

Paint my love, oh you should paint my love
It's the picture of a thousand sunsets
It's the freedom of a thousand doves
Baby you should paint my love



<3   seperti kata chris cinta bikin orang buta...
<3   cinta ga bkin buta. 
<3   cm salah arah ajaa... kata valent
<3   gak cuma bikin buta nando bikin emosian jg
        *hohoho kata chris
<3   jadi apa gunanya cinte? tanya ale
<3   useless, kata chris
<3   cinta tuh  menurut pakar psikologi merupakan salah satu dari kebutuhan 
        dasar manusia, kata nando
<3   ya udah ganti aja ma barang substitusi, kata ale
<3   cinta kebutuhan manusia,nama nya kebutuhan itu terbatas manusia berebut mendapatkan cinta hingga 
       akhirnya lupa apa arti sebuah cinta dan mengkambing hitamkan cinta truss, kata chris
<3   love is very hard to understand, kata nando
<3   love is pain, kata chris
<3   love is inspiration, kata valent
<3   every people has different need of love, kata nando
<3   love doesn't exist, kata ale

<3   if love was pain, why did other people still want it?? kata nando
to be continued.....

i'm okay~ or trying to,,

okay stelah g decide i'm not into english today, so g pake bhs indo aja~ hwehwhe~
mood g ngga cantik2 bgt hari ini~ hemm~ *change* okay, this is weird... i hv so many things in my head tad i want to tell about but i can't form it into words,, crap!!!
hemm~ anyway... i met my best friend today,, NICE!!! and it's feel like wow~ it has been a long time mates!!! hahaha~ we going eat bakso and buy some donuts,, lol~ we didn't tell gossips to each other much,, but yeah~ it's kind of so nostalgic~ hahaha~ i hv a bad word form~ lol~ and also i met Ko Ardi passed by in front of bakso place,, lol~
hemm~ i take anotha story randomly,,
this is about my fellas here,, we seems so close till we can smell each other butt,, (pfffttt,, xD)
(akh, in the middle of blogging,, suddenly i lost my mood,, darn~)
okay, bck to business,, see... i got so many close friends here~ we were gathered by the words,, "we'll be in the same class for 5 yrs dude~ so try to open  urs,, okay?" hahaha~
i'm really happy to hv lots of friends like them~ they were fun,, someone who you can lean on,, help you when you get probs,, cheering you up,, sharing these and those,, protect you,, teach you,, and so many friendships things,, then we talk sumthin srs ytd. actually, they talk about me a lot, behind me,, i mean the boys,, about my swingy mood and how am i annoying when i got bad mood condition,, thehehe~ then after all of the sudden,, i certainly think that,, i need time to thinking guys,, so dun worry,, maybe i'll bck after 2 or 3 days,, hemm~ then suddenly also i think,, i runaway from reality,, *sob*
so i guess~ i will start it tomorrow,, face the truth tad i'm such an annoying and terrible person,, hahah~ sad ending,, yeahmm i really hate it,, but it's happen now anyway~ *sigh*
hufft~ suddenly lost my mood to write,, hahah~ i'm dying now~ *sobs*